nostalgic accessories

so asked a friend, what if the thing i so wanted is like something in the clouds that is hard to reach...

dia nya reply?

"jadilah bulan ke matahari"

haha.. dat's damn inspiring..

on another note.. i have a plot or a storyline i hope someone can develop into a song, book, tv drama, movie.. or whatever.. (developed time duduk dalam MRT.. lama sey tak naik train)

you know how some ppl get envious when their ex moved on fine with their life but that person sendiri doesnt?

ok, the whole story is about how one guy (i cant imagine a girl in this situation la actually) broke up with his ex... years has passed... he finds himself accomplishing everything that he wanted... ada kerja yang gaji meletup, rumah sendiri pun dade, kereta sendiri pun da beli... nak kata jumpa a great girl pun.. macham da ada.. tinggal nak sound masuk minang aje .. tapi yet.. although he should, tapi dia tak rasa happy.. (i know.. the 'tapi' is redundant grammatically)

he kinda denies himself of that happiness.. coz... he wants to see his ex happy dulu.. baru he feels, he can move on with his life... if not, he feels he doesnt deserve all the good things that has happened in his life

(the story tak semestinya pasal ex dia hidup makin tak tentu arah la.. its more on the protagonist nya keingninan nak kepastian yang the person yang pernah reject dia, is happy)

atlhough kebiasaanya orang envious tgk ex dia moving on just fine with their life after
seperation, this story would be how oneself finds it discomforting that his life is moving on, and boleh dikatakan, very greatly after breaking up...

hahah.. sounds nice... but i dunno... are ther any books or stories or songs about this?

... lalalalaaaaaa

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