nostalgic accessories

im so aiming to eat this on wednesday after the last paper....

... lalalalaaaaaa

01:05

my niece cute.. "kononnya" bacha buku alphabet.. ada letter U.. and a picture of an umbrella... dia bacha

U for.. PAYUNG!!

lol..

dulu my 2nd nephew kechik2 nak tidur mesti chari ayah dia (my dad)

that time gi dubai, my sister had to sembunyi from my niece coz kalau nampak dia menjerit nak mommy dia (which is my sister la)..

my parents gi holiday dgn my other brother, dia pun sama.. my brother kena sembunyi2.. kalau tak nanti anak dia nangis nak ayah dia...

will my son/daughter get rapat to me... hard to say.. tapi kalau rapat.. payah jugak.. lol!

... lalalalaaaaaa

23:28

haha.. lagu jepun.. tapi rentak cham rok melayu...

anyway, suffering from post-exam-trauma...

da biasa during poly.. boleh buat exam.. tak paham pun, pluck in formula can get apa question nak...

sekali now... kena get used to seeing questions u dunno how to do at all... and after exam hearing ppl say, "i didnt do question 3".. padahal there's only 4 question and all have same weightage....

haiz........

and i watched something horrifying last night..... a documentary.... go search youtube for The Real Sex Traffic... documentary about a guy trying to get back his wife yang jadi trafficking victim... ive never seen orang2 yang takde keperimanusiaan like the ones dalam that documentary.. omG.... daripada a guy who sold his friend's wife to a pimp who has no shred of humanity.. to a trafficker who said "God forbid if i get caught" coz her daughter is studying law and it wud damage her reputation.. to corrupt judge and police.... so EVIL!

another haiz..

and this is the malay version of that japanese song.. haha

... lalalalaaaaaa

15:10

My youngest but not necessarily smallest niece
Page 35... Sunday New Papaer, 23rd November

hehe.. and i learned that i still cant drive.... hurting my self in the process.. lol

... lalalalaaaaaa

23:03

why do i have this lingering question in my mind these days...

"who'll catch me if i fall?"

back then it was so easy to just... not think about it (falling).

oh heck... to infinity.. AND BEYOND!

... lalalalaaaaaa

05:48

my anak sedara's were watching cartoon network... Ben10: Race against time..

my 2nd niece (yg kepo same birthday as me, now 2.5 years) tadi takut tgk heatblast dia sembunyi blkng kerusi.. lol

and was explaining to my 2nd nephew (4yrs).. sekali teringat dia tak pandai melayu (javanese by race, tapi proud to be indian.. walaupun doesnt look like one at all)... lol.. what a bad combination...

shhh.. dun tell their parents i posted this... (he's the small boy in blue)

... lalalalaaaaaa

17:13

lol, music video budget...

like someone commented.. tunjukla motosikal baru nampak rok...

ni basikal pulak..

... lalalalaaaaaa

21:35

chatting with JB guy

haha.. ni la best ada kawan non-singaporean...

well, i look non-singaporean pun... and sit with non-singaporean non-malay but speaking-malay students...

haha.. chuba pahamkan

... lalalalaaaaaa

01:31

wow, hari ni Beritu Minggu...

SPEKTRA masalah lelaki Melayu..

pg 16

one whole page pasal lelaki.... heh

"Suami dan ayah tak bertanggungjawab"

"90 aduan dari pihak wanita"

"15 tahun menganggur"

"'Insaf' sekejap... lepas nikah menagih kembali"

suratkhabar melayu betulnya lelaki bashing...

haha.. i think i better start reading stories about lelaki mithali from now on..

moving on... i wanted to find out the price range for a USB HUB... my desktop seems like... out of USB ports... so i go la ebay.com.sg..

typed U-S-....

tgk la apa came out..

USED BRA
GROSS sey!

haha.. my two nephews are staying over tonight... so 5 out of total 6 anak sedara are here at this house right now.. (the littlest too young for sleep overs)

of course, time aku kechik2.. i never had the opportunities for sleep overs coz my cousin sumer like.. way older.. sampai ada yang anak diorang just a few years younger than me..

kadang terpikir.. nanti bila my nephews/nieces da besar.. will they have frequent sleepovers??

diorang hangout with each other often ke tak...??

will my own son/daughter have cousins yang sama umur utk hang around with...???

questions that only time can answer

... lalalalaaaaaa

19:47

its because of these kids (my nieces/nephews) punya pasal yang when i look at other ppl's little bro/sister or nephews/nieces i dun find them cute...

coz my nephews/nieces are damn cuter... lol!

those are the two smallest nieces.... left is 14 moths, right is 8 months..

izzah (left) baru tahun jalan a month a go.. and tasya emylia or emilya lum tahu merangkak pun.. lol.. yea.. tadi tasya datang (im staying with izzah and her two sisters, sarah and hannah)

ini lah kes bnyk sangat rough paper revising utk exam.. lol... the lamest wud be the heart with 'arrow' paling kanan... i personally like the third from left (which is a miniature version of 2nd from right) coz it can transform into a cube like in the picture shown below

my anak-anak sedara (plus brother) full squad below

... lalalalaaaaaa

21:16

Cleaner killed by zoo tigers?

didnt know singapore zoo was this interesting... lol...

dulu pergi zoo takde pun orang kena makan...

i guess its a more creative way to find death (chari maut) compared to jumping on the track of MRT... and not as messy too...

and i just realized last week that all the male siblings in my family had/has fractured/broken bones...

tapi the two elder brothers accident motor.. heh.. though i might escape that too sebab da jual motor tapi.. apakan daya...

third week into bone healing...

... lalalalaaaaaa

14:45

izzit just me, or is one NUS module's examinables is equivalent to the sum of 5 poly modules's..... 2 hari pun lum cover satu module habis....

OMG........

brain fatigue brain fatigue brain fatigue....

and sometimes i wonder why one person's perception of me can really spoil my mood..

eg. mithal kata everyone says im cute, tapi if certain someone thinks im not... i'd go suicidal

bila la tulang ni nak masuk balik.....

... lalalalaaaaaa

02:30

lol.. baik nya slogan...

BUAT KERJA

taken from maaz's facebook
kat gambar tu shahid, mustafalhafi and nazeeh

... lalalalaaaaaa

03:55

kat NUS, im in this strong clique of 4 ppl (NP class of 08) which comprises of 1 chinese indonesian, 1 chinese from penang, 1 chinese from johor and a malay from singapore (me)

of which, the johor chinese has the best spoken malay (yes, spoken malay.. not the formal bahasa melayu stuff)

and here's a convestaion... tgh bebual sal Thevenin's Equivalent Voltage

ME: i just see at that point, what is the potential

ME: then Vab = Va- Vb

FREN: haha
FREN: coz for me...i've been trained to look at two points simultaneously...coz that supposed to be the way...
FREN: but sometimes it gets confusing lol
FREN: coz if u say Vab...it actually means V of pt a wrt b....so sometimes i keliru la
ME: hhaa.. if u plug in a voltmeter between two points, it is the voltage diff between the two point what
FREN: yea smth like that
FREN: but in my mind its wrt to smth else...thats why i always confuse myself..but doing these exercises help me recall my mistakes and the way i think
FREN: but just wanted to check with abang taufik which never forgets
FREN:so i thought u know the right way...
ME: haha.. what right way? jalan yang benar ah?
FREN: lol yeah

FREN: just dun tell me its Allah can d
FREN: not the time man :p

... lalalalaaaaaa

02:09

bleargh... i dun like it when my friends refer me as 'abang'....

more so when one of them 'respect' me for being able to study even at my age...

man... i AM old... (relative to the ppl surrounding me in school)

... lalalalaaaaaa

04:00

im SO gonna have lots of paper to recycle after the exams...

im worried that now its exam period followed by holidays, im gonna intoxicate myself with coffee again....

and im feeling sad about the past...

how selenge i was.... nyesal being like that... wish i'd known better..

hah, everyone wish they'd known better

heh... ill always blame coffee for being emo these days...

and i need to take more pictures to spice up my blog...

... lalalalaaaaaa

02:36

a chat log of yesterday

FREN: taufik.. do u happen to have a younger sister?

ME: nope

ME: im the youngest

FREN: lol! oh ok

FREN: cos i saw a girl who looked like u

ME: serious?

FREN: terperanjat sekejap

ME: was she hot?

FREN: hahahahha!

FREN: errrrr

FREN: pakai tudung.. camner nak hot

ME: hahaa

ME: pakai tudung takle hot ke?

FREN: u go pakai tudung.. see hot or not

lol, speaking of which... today's straIts time got report about one guy trying to rob a bank wearing tudung.....

yup, guy wearing tudung robbing a bank... hahha

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_300850.html

i wonder whether they got take his picture or not... i reckon he can get into trutv.com's caught in costume photo gallery...

http://www.trutv.com/library/crime/photogallery/caught-in-costume.html

... lalalalaaaaaa

14:39

previous entry pasal kahwin kan....

ah... terpampar (macham terpangpang and terpapar together) muka surat depan hari ni... LOL...

suratkhabar hari ni, ada dis story title dia Kopi or something... so i TRIED to read it la.. after few paragraphs, STILL tak paham story dia nak chakap pasal apa.. so i read the last paragraph.. then the second last para.. third last..

ya.. bacha dari belakang... (habit bacha suratkhabar... wish there's a 'straight to the point' button on newspapers)

so.. isteri dia last2 cham nyesal and syukur dapat suami dia yang hebat tu..

jadi bacha dari first balik ah.. till the end...

and to be honest.. masih tak paham apa dia punya story wants to talk about...

I was lost and alone..
but you're still on my lonely mind..
It cannot wait i'm yours..
I can't stand to fly..
You finally find, You and I collide..

-How Six Songs Collide by Norwegian Recycling.. a mashup of All That I Need (Boyzone), Here Without You (Three Doors Down), I'm Yours (Jason Mraz), Superman (Five for Fighting), Collide (Howie Day), Always Getting Over You (Angela Ammons)

... lalalalaaaaaa

13:23

i was in my room, when my family were talking outside... my mom suddenly said out loud to my sister...

"bapak kau berangan.. chakap taufik nanti kerja.. sebulan bawak balik $2000...
5 bulan.. 10 ribu.. lepas setahun da ada 20 ribu
2 tahun.. da kumpul 40 ribu.. terus da boleh kahwin"

OMG

"-____-

... lalalalaaaaaa

18:20

smlm lepak kedai kopi from 8pm sampai 11pm+ seh.. haha.. lama tak duk minum kopi and bebual..

and now im hooked to this song and 8 become 1... basically lagu2 yang da mashed up..

oh well, on painful note... smlm at YIH study room nak naik this tangga..

sekali tersungkur.. so i grabbed the railing on the right lah by reflex.....

with my right hand...

pain.

... lalalalaaaaaa

13:42

cool! my blog hits show that my blogs gets visited 22 times a day sey since i put it up!

... lalalalaaaaaa

18:33

paiseh thing happened yesterday...

during tutorial, the lecturer was giving us back our quiz (papers)... he passed my friend's quiz who was sitting next to me..

being a born malay yang lebih sopan memberi dan mengambil dgn tangan kanan that i am, i reach out la to take the paper with my right hand...

sekali tak sampai (i couldnt straigten up my hand and raise it 90 degrees forward to reach for the paper....)

yeah, im still no strong enough to lift up my hand.... padahal collar bone aje yang patah...... haha.. AJE eh?

anyway, im like.. having second thoughts... what would've happened if i just went straight to work after poly? i already have an engineering diploma.. in three years.. wud my pay be the same as a degree holder? (and wud i''ve collected 10K easier that way? lol)

my play list these days yang sumer takde link... yes, i listen to malay songs.. at least bukan lagu jiwang rok kapak sgt lagi...

oops, added Izinkan Aku twice pulak!

nice song, im not sure radio singapore da start putarkan this typical guy wants girl back lagu ni ke tak...

and i just remembered... tadi i dreamt i was karaokeing a song with someone.. yup, lagu bangsa pechahkan tekak kena pekik cham orang meneran type of song.. hhaha.. rindu karaoke gaknya..

... lalalalaaaaaa

05:53

yesterday, after dinner (8pm)... baring atas tilam.. tau2 sadar da pagi...

lol... so smlm i really was super tired tapi tak realize la.. (or i can blame caffeine withdrawal symptoms jugak.. haha)

my Fluid Mechanics tutorial.... suddenly the tutor analogizes

head difference = potential energy
friction = resistance
flow = current...

"-____-

we mechanical students REALLY dun like to think in electricity terms...

... lalalalaaaaaa

10:47

feeling down....

when setiap hari nak pakai baju is the hardest thing everyday........

and moving ur arms sometimes makes cracking sounds...

(or caffeine withdrawal symptoms are playing around with my feelings again)

... lalalalaaaaaa

08:40

kat kelas DPI.. bebual dgn one of the Ustad who happens to be my senior too... conversation went like this...

"bila nak kahwin?"

"lama lagi.."

"takde plan ke nak kahwin..?"

"takde la... skrng kumpul duit je... nanti siapa2 ada kahwin je dgn dia"

"ni kat kelas ada banyak... jangan cherewet sgt.."

lol! macham aku ni hot sangat gitu tinggal nak pilih perempuan cham tu je..

... lalalalaaaaaa

01:15